Hello. I find myself unwilling. - Getting to know each other

I find myself unwilling to admit to having ADD unlike many of my friends who have it, most notably my boyfriend who has come home from work before saying that the rest of the world has autism not him, why does someone with great social skills like he does have ASD?

A bit about me, I want to mention I work for a psychic hotline and I have a B.A. in creative writing from a school I'm not going to mention. My closest friends these days left over from school days have ADD. They also happen to have great social skills. I mean my social skills aren't the problem. I'm just really depressed over feeling like I have to admit to having a problem when I don't.

I'm flashbacking to a few times people tried to call me out as ADD and I didn't want to admit it. I didn't want to give in to their cruel satisfaction of labeling me, treating me as different and making me the person they can laugh at or mistreat. I am looking for a job right now, trying really hard to find something. The trouble is that I know I do have bipolar, and when I get depressed, I get quiet. I can't talk as much. I need to vegetate for days on end. I'm self-employed and trying to start a small business for writers.

I'm also publishing a book. One of my characters in the book happens to have ADD. The book is also about indigos, starseed, and crystal children. I spend a lot of time on a website about starseeds...,and where there are plenty of people who have ADD on that website too. I'm not going to tell you anymore than that, about starseed that is.

I'm asking people if I really have to give in to the need to tell people or can I just keep it a secret the way I successfully keep so many secrets. I have a genetic condition no one else in my family has but I look a lot like my dad, which is really a peeve of my borderline mother. I have a desire to become a therapist and get an M.S. in psychology. My problem is that I see people as whole individuals and not people with problems. My medications are Zyprexa 2.5, ativan,0.5 4X a day, and geodon 80 mg. I'm functional on meds, extremely dysfunctional and abusive off meds, and I have a therapist and a psychiatrist.

I plead with people not to label me. Just stop assuming. I would have failed in my life mission if I allow anybody to take away my humanity.
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Over my Dead Body am I ever going to have a 'diagnosis' .

A warrior-spirit for truth.

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